What can I do

It seems that I have many to say but somehow I'm speechless when it's my turn to talk. Why is that so? It seems that I have many secrets that can or cannot be shared. It seems that I need someone to talk to but I can't find anyone to talk to. There is someone that I always share my secrets with but somehow that someone got quite busy and I have no where to turn to. Till now, my workload has increased and because of my personal things, I seems not able to concentrate on what I'm doing. I scare that if things go on like this, I will be mad soon. Is there anyway that I can release all my secrets without letting anyone else get hurt? Blogging may be the best choice but unfornately, it is not the best choice. Blogging will just make matters worse as I have told myself to forget what had happened today and pay attention to a brand new day tomorrow. But, as people always say, "Saying is always easier than doing". It is true as I stand by myself today, that whatever you said, may not be done by you. I'm hoping that I can really release all the stress in myself as I afraid that one day I'll burst and I don't want that day to happen as I have experienced before and I know the consequences of bursting all at once. It is not a good thing to do... What can I do????

Last minute work

Why is that a day passes so fast and we seems to think that "Ok, I still have time, I'll do the things later". Many thinks that there are still a lot of time in the early of the day but when the day reaches 3-4pm, they will start to think that, "Oh no, half of the day has gone and I'm still doing nothing". Some may even think that "Hmm, maybe I'll have to start midnight train tonight". Is it possible that everyone starts midnight train everynight if they did not finish they work? The answer is no. An ordinary person cannot continully run the midnight train everynight as the body ahs a limited dosage of energy for that person. If they do not recharge them, they will fall faster compared to those who recharged their energy. If they atleast charge their energy once to go twice, it's still ok compared to those who don't charge at all. They will easily fall sick and most probably they are less immune to sickness.

There seems that there are many unfinished things going around and there are times when one will complain that "Why is it seems like there are so many unfinished business going around?", "Why is it seems like I'm lagging behind on things while other people are finishing their work already?", "Why is there so many assignments piling up and the deadlines are approaching but I'm still not starting any work?", "I don't have the mood to start work!". These are all just reasons but seems like many people are using these reasons to avoid doing all the unfinished work. Whys is it that humans have laziness in themselves?? Why can't everyone be hardworking then there won't be any laziness anymore.

For those who are not sure what I'm typing here, just one thing, "Don't keep things till the last minute to finish, you'll just make matters worse." Whenever you're free, do what you need and not wait till the last minute!!!!!

Wines

16.08.08 1.02AM

Ever wonder what it feels like when one starts to feel drunk? There is no answer to this question as every single people will have different type of feelings. some will straight need to go to sleep while some will just continue with what they doing - chatting with friends, doing their work and so on. Some people who drink wine will felt that this wine is too strong, that wine is not nice, too harsh, but did any of you wonder how hard is it to make 1 bottle of wine? Some countries still use the traditional way of brewing the wine; using their feet to press the juice out of the grapes...just to get the juice. Some people will think that the traditional way of brewing wines are dirty as they will use their legs to press the juices out of the grapes to get the originality of the grapes in the wine. But if we use machines to press the juices out of the grapes, the originality of the wine will not be so nice. Nowadays, many wine makers are using machines to press the grapes as they may have realized that the traditional way of pressing the grapes are not that healthy in this modern life....

Slept at 1.20AM as I was too tired to continue...nitez~

Quotes

Those who love deeply never grow old; they may die of old age, but they die young.
-Sir Arthur Pinero-

There is no remedy for love but to love more.
-Thoreau-

One word frees us; Of all the weight and pain in life, that word is LOVE.
-Socrates-

I have learned not to worry about love; but to honor its coming with all my heart.
-Alice Walker-

Ever wonder...

Ever wonder what it means to be a professional photographer? Did you ever thought that a photographer can actually find lots more money than all of us? But how true is this? Can they ever survive in this community? The answer is YES. Everday, there will be news and who is the one that capture that moment for us? A photographer. It doesn't matter whether he is a professional or an amateur. There is always a space for them in this world. Sometimes, they are the most important people. They are the one that were in-charged to take our best shots, our best moments, or maybe our life. How you have grown over the years. Yes, this can be taken by anyone but for some people that wants it to be perfect, they will surely look for friends that know how to take good photos. How many people know how to take a good photo? Not many actually. There may be some who are good but they are not perfect. In fact not everyone are perfect. There may be some distractions in the photo that they took, even professionals sometimes did errors. Not everyone is perfect. We are all learning to be who we are now. Some maybe fast learner, some maybe slow. It all depends on ourselves, whether we want to learn fast or learn slow. There is no rush in becoming a perfect person. Just be yourself. Slowly we can learn to do what we want and soon some of you may achieve your dreams and you may be a professional photographer.

lazy n hot day

what a hot day today...it's so hot that i don't felt like doing anything today. luckily i managed to finished my business tutorial and now i'm left with maths' tutorial. hopefully i will finished it by tonight then tomorrow i can sleep in late and do some revision as there will be quizzes coming up either this week or next week. i'm so scare of the quizzes but i don't have any mood to study today. have been lazing around...watching drama series, well, i did my chores...washed my clothes...hehe...so that can be considered as done part of my job...left the other half which is don't know what...hehe...it's really really hot le...hopefully it will rain tonight as i can't stand it any longer....really really hot...even with my room door opened, bathed with cold water...it makes no differences....even my clothes are dried....compared to the 2nd week here, this is really really hot....

lost things...

Ever wonder what it feels to lost so many things in a week?? OK..maybe not a week...few days...will you ever think that i won't lose this things but suddenly, there it goes...all lost one by one..i don't know because i seems to be able to find what i need after i don't need them all. i wonder why. and that's what i told my friend who lost her things for the past few days...and guess what...she said i can't find all of the things whereas she did not search properly for the things as she is sure that she had lost the things while walking from here to there. ever think that even a water bottle also can lost...i wonder what was she thinking Le...ok i understand she had some problems last week but it seems that it has nothing to do with losing things around working place. hopefully after this she will start to pay more attention to her things and not losing them all again. there is always a hope that there she will find back her things but there is also a chance that she will not able to find back her things. but i wish her all the best in finding back all her stuffs. hope that she will really find them and not just simply find. but i think she need free time then only she can go find so i think it should be a long long time before she can find them because whenever she tell me "when she's free" this sentence, i already know that it will be a long waited day. hopefully this day will come as soon as possible.... ;-)