Problems

Why is it that whenever I have problems, I don't have anywhere to turn to? Why is it that whenever problems occur, it will have to be during the critical times? Why can't the problems come after the critical times?? WHY?? Whys is it that every year, these problems will occur to me? Why can't these problems occur once and once only? Why must they come so many times? WHY??? Why does the problems come and when I want to find someone to listen to my problems, there isn't anyone around that I trust to listen to me? I really want to solve these problems all once and for all; sometimes I really cannot take it, and it makes me no mood to do anything the whole day. Why must it happens during this time? Why not other time??? After all my exams....people ask me not to think so much and just concentrate on what you're supposed to do...which is STUDY but whenever I'm alone, I'll start thinking about the problems. Sometimes, the problems just pop out of no where and there I goes again...thinking about those problems. I kept telling my gal fren not to think of her problems but I myself can't stop thinking about my problems. Why is that so?? I kept telling my fren all not to think and just concentrate on other things but I just can;t seems to keep my head straight. I tried to keep my head straight but when I'm alone, the problems will just pop out of my mind and I'll start thinking again....I'm afaraid that I may not able to withstand all this and I can just burst out....I did burst out once at my fren, but I controlled and luckily its not that strong. I don't know when I will burst out again and that time I don't know how will the consequences be. I'm really afraid.