What is Love?

Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. Love does not demand its own way. Love is not irritable, and it keeps no record of when it has been wronged. It is never glad about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. Love will last forever..

Quotes

"People never know how special someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes its important to leave, so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is!"

"Maybe if you can't get somebody out of your head, they're supposed to be there."

"You never realize what kind of love you have, until you almost walk away from it; then it may be too late. "

"I've been searching for that someone, to show me the way, to take my hand and tell me that everything will be okay; I've been searching for that someone, and now I know it's true, I've found that special someone, I've found that someone in you."

Out

Went 1U to watch "brothers" today...i dunno..maybe i was sleepy so i found that the shows kinda bored...haha...y? i also dunno y...

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world

Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

[Chorus]Take me to your heart take me to your soul

Give me your hand before I'm old

Show me what love is - haven't got a clue

Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever

We're only here today

Love is now or never

Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul

Give me your hand and hold me

Show me what love is - be my guiding star

It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high

Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky

I should go and see some friends

But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything

All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing

[Chorus]

Miss You

I can't sleep,

I just can't breathe,

when your shadow is all over me, baby.

Don't wanna be a fool in your eyes,

'Cause what we had was built on lies.

And when our love seems to fade away,

Listen to me - hear what I say...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,

I just wanna be right here with you,

I don't wanna see, see us apart,

I just wanna say it straight from my heart:

I miss you...

What would it take for you to see?

To make you understand,

that I'll always believe (always believe)

You and I can make it through,

And I still know I can't get over you.

'Cause when our love seems to fade away,

Listen to me - hear what I say...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,

I just wanna be right here with you,

I don't wanna see, see us apart (see us apart)

I just wanna say it straight from my heart:

oh, baby I miss you, I do...

'Cause when our love always fades away,

Listen to me - hear what I say...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,

I just wanna be right here with you,

I don't wanna see, see us apart, (oh no, see us apart)

I just wanna say it straight from my heart:

I miss you, I miss you, I do...

I don't wanna feel the way that I do (the way that I do)

I just wanna be (just wanna be) right here with you (right here with you)

I don't wanna see (don't wanna see) see us apart (see us apart, oh, baby)

I just wanna say it straight from my heart:

oh baby I miss you, I do...

Let It Out

You said you need a groom this evening

I told you I'm leaving

Till you begged me to stay

You got your high heels on to tease me

You promised to please me

Then you take it away

The fire is fading baby stoke it up

And let it roll up your sleeves

Why can’t you tell me that we're breaking up

And that I need space to breath

If you can’t wait any longer

Let it out

Let it in

If you think time will make you stronger

Let it out

Let it in

Let it in

You used to keep me up till the morning

Keeping me warm untill I had to be gone

And now you can’t find a room in your head

You see you got out of bed

Well that my coffee ain't on

The door was open do you locked it up

And then you threw out the key

Why can’t you tell me that we're breaking up

That I need space to breath

If you can’t wait any longer

Let it out

Let it in

If you think time will make you stronger

Let it out

Let it in

Let it out

Let it in

I can’t wait

Let it out

Let it in

I can’t wait

If you can’t wait any longer

Let it out

Let it in

If you think time will make you stronger

Let it out

Let it in

Let it out

Let it in

I can’t wait

If you can’t wait any longer

Let it out

Let it in If you think time will make you stronger

Let it out

Let it in

Let it out

No I can’t wait

Till you let me in

I can’t wait

No I can’t wait

You got to let it out

Everytime

"Everytime"

LATELY I'M NOT WHO I USED TO BE

SOMEONE'S COME AND TAKEN ME

WHERE I DON'T WANNA GO

IF I KNEW EXACTLY WHAT I HAVE TO DO

IN ORDER TO BE THERE FOR YOU

WHEN YOU WERE FEELING LOW

AND ALL THE THINGS WE EVER WANTED

WERE ONCE YOURS AND MINE

NOW, I KNOW WE CAN REVIVE IT

ALL THE LOVE WE LEFT

EVERYTIME I KISS I FEEL YOUR LIPS AND

EVERYTIME I CRY I SEE YOUR SMILE AND

EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYES I REALISE THAT

EVERYTIME I HOLD YOUR HAND IN MINE

THE SWEETEST THING MY HEART COULD EVER FIND

AND I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS WAY

SINCE THE DAY I GAVE YOUR LOVE AWAY

SAVE ME, I'VE FALLEN FROM MY DESTINY

YOU AND I WERE MEANT TO BE

I'VE THROWN IT ALL AWAY

NOW YOU'RE GONE

IT'S TIME FOR ME TO CARRY ON

BUT BABY I JUST CAN'T GO ON

WITHOUT YOU BY MY SIDE

AND ALL THE THINGS WE EVER WANTED

WERE ONCE YOURS AND MINE

NOW, I KNOW WE CAN REVIVE IT

ALL THE LOVE WE LEFT

EVERYTIME I KISS I FEEL YOUR LIPS AND

EVERYTIME I CRY I SEE YOUR SMILE AND

EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYES I REALISE THAT

EVERYTIME I HOLD YOUR HAND IN MINE

THE SWEETEST THING MY HEART COULD EVER FIND

AND I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS WAY

SINCE THE DAY I GAVE YOUR LOVE AWAY

WE CAN SURVIVE IT

ALL THE PAIN WE FEEL INSIDE

YOU RELIED ON ME AND NOW I'VE LET YOU DOWN

NOW, I PROMISE YOU FOREVER

I WILL BE THE BEST I CAN

NOW, I KNOW WE CAN REVIVE IT

ALL THE LOVE WE LEFT

EVERYTIME I KISS I FEEL YOUR LIPS AND

EVERYTIME I CRY I SEE YOUR SMILE AND

EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYES I REALISE THAT

EVERYTIME I HOLD YOUR HAND IN MINE

THE SWEETEST THING MY HEART COULD EVER FIND

AND I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS WAY

SINCE I GAVE YOUR LOVE AWAY

EVERYTIME I KISS I FEEL YOUR LIPS AND

EVERYTIME I CRY I SEE YOUR SMILE AND

EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYES I REALISE THAT

EVERYTIME I HOLD YOUR HAND IN MINE

THE SWEETEST THING MY HEART COULD EVER FIND

AND I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS WAY

SINCE THE DAY I GAVE YOUR LOVE AWAY

Didn't know what to do

Thanks to them that I am now afraid to write in here.....I am not sure myself but .... JT kept msg me but I did not reply him...I don't have the guts to tell him as I have told him once before...I scare that I may hurt him again...what can 1 do??


"You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel"

Why??

I wasn't thinking about him today but they talked about him in front of me and it starts to make me think about him....why is that like that??? They messaged him for lunch today and he agrees…I never thought that he would agree…we went to MV for lunch … at Kenny Rogers….he treated us again….pai seh lar…every time also he treat…I did not talk much to him today and he did not talk much to me also…I wonder why!!! After that I keep thinking about him until JT messaged me….he asked me whether he still got the chance or not…how should I reply to him??? I really did not know what to reply so I did not reply….I need help!! And I need to concentrate on my studies too….Results are not that good… :(

Day 7

Day 7 – promised to wake up early today so I actually took the initiative to wake up at 8.15am…unfortunately Richard is not up yet…hmmm…I wonder…
After fetching Rita to her class at Thomson Road, we went to Paya Lebar for breakfast…had prawn noodle…nice…then we went to fetch FuiSan at her hostel…around 12.15pm, we set off to Yvonne’s house at Seletar Spring…omg I’m damn bored there….unfortunately not only me….other people also…we stayed here the whole day and only went off at 2040…we took a cab back then fetch FuiSan back to her hostel then fetch Cat and her mum back to Marine Terrace….
After refreshing myself, helped Rita with her computer things then only sleep…omg I have to wake up early again tomorrow as I’m leaving tomorrow morning at 0830…and it’s already 0200…and I promised to wake up at 0630…zzzz…going to be damn tired in the bus….

Day 6

Day 6 – woke up at 0800 today…so early….ha-ha….that’s because I’m going for McDonald’s breakfast today….and it is also because I am going out with Rita today…for?? Follow her do business lor..ha-ha…today grand-aunt is coming…we went to see a few house today…ha-ha….(I’m going to buy 1) at Bukit Timah and … err…forgot what’s that place called…we only went back house around 1700 then sent grandpa to Ah Sang’s house before taking off again for another appointment…. 1 at Shelford’s (rich people’s place) and another at Sengkang…we only managed to go back around 2230 but before that have to fetch grandpa 1st…so only went back around 2300…and we have not take our lunch and dinner….oh dear….so hungry that my stomach doesn’t felt well also…a bit tired but I managed to tour Singapore today….use mostly all the highways today…
And guess where we went to have dinner…we went to Kallang…the old stadium used to stand here…but they’re renovating it now…had Taiwan Porridge there….nice…finally went back around 0200…after shower straight went to sleep…ha-ha…damn tired…

Day 5

Day 5 – I woke up earlier than yesterday….woke up at 0850 but I don’t felt like getting up so I went back to sleep again then finally woke up at 0915…only when opposite for lunch….can’t think what to eat so I had meat ball soup….then I bought sweet corn and peanut ice…ha-ha…I did not realize its already 1500…I stayed at home till 2000when uncle Raymond came to bring us to Century Square for dinner at “bi feng tang”…the food there doesn’t taste nice…after dinner we went Esplanade…as promised ha-ha….that place is like our Istana Budaya and there are a lot of tourists there….and a lot of locals there too…they go there for specific reason ….ha-ha … its actually a very nice place except that there are a lot of couples there pak toh…saw something that kids should not see…ha-ha…we came back around 2300….ha-ha….went to sleep at 0000 again…maybe because I’m tired….

Day 4

Day 4 – I got woken up by people today…only managed to sleep till 9am..i was planning to sleep till 9.30am…although not much difference…had last night’s pizza as breakfast…cold and hard…but its still nice to eat…muahahaha….went to Tampines Mall around 1330 for lunch…I am supposed to meet my sister…we had lunch together at Jack’s Place…I had “Dory Fish Fillet” that comes in a set…after that I went hunting for souvenirs for my dear friends….hunt for almost 2 hours then decide I’ll just take that keychain for them…wanted to get for him too but can’t find his name…asked the girls there also cannot find…is it fate?? I tried to find other things for him but I can’t find….
We went back around 1700…omg…again went back at 1700…and guess what…people finish work time…traffic jam time!! Arrrgg…rest for a while and guess what…Rita on her laptop…we played game for a while then went opposite for dinner…first time had a proper meal since coming here…we had “curry fish head”…its so tasty….till not enough to eat…ha-ha….went back to watch CSI at 2200 and slept the earliest today….I went to sleep at 0000…omg….so early….

Day 3

Day 3 – Today I woke up at 9.30am…late leh...Ha-ha…maybe because last night slept late or I’m getting used to it…but it’s a good thing though that I can sleep late…lazy morning today…..I only went out around 1pm J I went to Eastpoint at Simei for lunch….guess what I have…Sake Sushi…after that helped Rita to replenish her groceries…we went back around 4.30pm cause we thought Ryan had tuition at 5pm…but its because Rita saw wrongly…its supposed to be tomorrow…around 6pm Uncle Raymond called to ask whether want to go out eat or eat at home…we suggested to eat at home…we called Pizza Hut delivery…muahahaha….Uncle Raymond came over with Jeremy around 8pm…by the time we eat, its already 9pm…we eat till 11pm but I stayed till 1.30am nia…can’t stand liao…tired zzzzz

Day 2

Day 2 – MORNING!!!! Omg why did I wake up so early today??? Woke up at 8+ leh…went opposite to buy breakfast…cause hungry liao…had chocolate waffle…after breakfast, we went to Century Square for a walk and lunch….around 12.30pm. We had lunch at “Soup Restaurant” that is especially famous for their herbal soups…and we also called steam chicken. After that, we went to Republic Polytechnic at Woodlands as Rita had an errand to run there…omg…you wouldn’t believe it that the poly is super huge…it had a few cafeterias, a 7-11, a few shops and a huge library…we only reach home about 5pm…had a little rest and freshen ourselves up for a while before heading to Vivo City for a little walk and also to fetch Rachel who is working at Sentosa. After that we went to Katong to have our dinner…guess what...We are having chicken rice again…ha-ha.
After that we went to Rita’s mum’s house at Marine Terrace…we talked there about hour and after that we went home…drive by Rachel…after refreshing and shower, I went online a while then went to sleep at 2am again…ha-ha

Day 1

I'm back...the exams are over and so are my holidays... :-P
Here's what happended during the holidays... (I went to Singapore from 30/09 till 07/10)

Day 1 - Boarded the bus at 9.15am then the bus left at 9.35am, late 5 minutes...about 1 hour later, they gave breakfast (nasi lemak)...so many times take the bus only this time gave me rice...I didn't even take it cause I felt that it won't taste nice....I reach Singapore around 1440....the bus arrived 10 mins later than the scheduled time...as that time I reach, I saw Star cruise Gemini & Virgo at the harbour...I quickly took a few photos before Richard arrive...he fetch us back to this place in Tampines straight because Rita had work to do...FuiSan arrive after I called her to come...after that Uncle Raymond arrived....he brought us to Clarke Quay for sight-seeing at around 1800. We had our dinner there too...in a pub & restaurant...not sure what's the restaurant’s name...I took quite a number of photos there because the mid-autumn festival in Singapore only ends on that day...and lucky for me to go there as there are a lot of nice lanterns designs there....we went back early around 2100 as FuiSan had to go back hostel early that day....I stayed up cause I don't feel like sleeping yet but there is nothing to do so I watched TV...all the programs all showed foods...and that makes me hungry...so I went to sleep after that at 2am....