LOVE

Why I love someone whose love was never mine? If you're afraid to love a person because of friendship, you have two choices: either tells what you feel and let the love take place or hide the feeling under a friendship full of pretensions. It’s hard for two people to love each other when they live in two different worlds but when these two worlds collide and become one, that's what you call magic! Love can never be so beautiful without friendship. One leads to another and the process is irreversible. The best of lovers is the greatest of friends! I like you because you're my friend, and because you are my friend I care, and because I care, I love you. I don't love you because you are my friend; I love you because I do! Sometimes I've asked myself, what would make me happy? To think that I have everything else, I get what I want. Then I realized it was YOU, too bad’ cause it's you i can't have. I can't choose who I’m gonna love, but I also can't love who chooses to love me. And you can't blame me in choosing to love you as much as I can't blame you for not learning to love me. I'm sorry if you can't love me the way you loved the one before me, so I'll let you go find him/her and hope someday you'll see that the one true love you're looking for was the one who set you free."How can I say goodbye to someone I never had? Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine? Why is that I miss someone I was never with and I ask why I love someone who's love was never mine?"Isn't it funny we're trying to catch the attention of the one we think we love; we hardly notice the one we're really looking for was just there? You don’t notice them 'till they are in the arms of someone else. Food for thought, think of this: Have you really cared for someone more than you expected? Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of all the pain? Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she whispers someone else's name? Will you? It's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than lose that someone you love with your useless pride. When you love someone, don’t expect that person to love you back the same amount. One of you will be head, the other behind. It’s either you catch up or the other waits. When you love, you must not accept anything in return, for if you do, you're not loving but investing. If you love, you must prepare to accept pain, for if you expect happiness, you're not loving but using. True love hears what is not spoken, and understands what  is not explained, for love doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart...Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer you stay the harder it is to leave and you can never go without leaving your prints behind. Don't love a person like a flower, because a flower dies in season. Love them like a river because a river flows forever. Love doesn't have to have a happy ending, 'cause love doesn't have to end at all. Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pains, but if you don't follow your heart, in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance. Love may leave your heart like shattered glass, but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be willing to endure the pain of picking up the pieces so you could be whole again. The cruelest thing a guy could do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall! And fooling around with her feelings is like they meant nothing.

Love Poster

I came upon this poster and it attracts me...I found that the words they used are very nice and meaningful...to me, its true on what they says on love...

Perak

We went to Sitiawan, Perak on Friday but the journey was really long that my legs are tired...haiz...it took us about 3 hours to get to Elaine's house...really far!!!! After reaching, the first to get down is Elaine cause she deperately need the toilet...hahahahaHad dinner around 7.30 near her place...er...seafood without seafood!!! =.=" Thanks Elaine n her parents for the dinner...hahaha..we went Lumut after that..but due to the smell of the sea, we did not stay for long...i can't stand the sea smell...smelly!!!! Had McDonald's ice-cream on the way back..and Nick bought nuggets for supper but Elaine's bro, Eugene was eyeing that nuggets...hehe....then watch Scary Movie (funny?! horror?!)



The next day, surprisingly I woke up so early...7+..omg!!! y so early?? duno aso..but i stayed in till jennifer woke up at 8.15am then only I wake up..hehe..I wonder why she wake up so early...must be thinking of someone else...and another thing is...her alarm woke me up at 6am...=.=" Oh dear...raining and Elaine's mum doesn't really like us to go Pangkor, so we changed our plan..we went Ipoh instead. After getting Elaine to get up around 9am, we went calling the boys...muahahaha....they sleep until so nice...so CUTE!!! =P very like small kids ;) after all settle, we went for breakfast....DIM SUM!!! and guess what...its so cheap!!! compared to KL, haiz...forget about getting this price with the same amount of food.... then, IPOH here we come..but unfortunately, it rain the whole day...haizso we just went Jusco wanting to watch movie but there is no suitable movies...then we changed plan...don't want to watch lor...went lunch at Kenny Rogers...then suddenly we thought of having steamboat for dinner cause we can't think of what to eat anymore...hehe...so there we go...shopping for food...since Jusco is quite expensive, we head to Tesco Extra next door...hehe..so near...and we shop till like RM120+ ..wonder what we bought...so much..but very happy cause each of us got 1 bottle each of vodka!!!...don't worry...it's only 5% and 8% alcohol...very little compared to the real wines...Right after reaching home, we start to work...wat work? haha...washing all the vegetables and meats..so that we can eat later...muahahaha...we definetely have fun doing all those things...especially Elaine and Nick...muahahaha...During the dinner time, they eat non-stop..but i can't take much due to headacahe so i let them eat.. =P and guess what, Nick was drunk even before we drink those vodka....i wonder what happened to him...Tiger Beer problem?? no one knows the answer...his face is super red...hahahahahaWhat we did to those vodkas? Well, Nick, Jennifer n Max mix all 5 types to make into one..and guess what, it tastes not bad...hahaha...not a bad idea. =P unfortunately, Nick once again was drunk...and then followed by ...guess who...Jennifer..she start talking nonsense...hahaha...although the others is not drunk but me and Elaine was having headache..so we went to sleep very early...before we start talking nonsense...=P



The next day, suprisingly, Elaine was the first to get up..at 10am..so early.!!! Then me, then Jennifer..then only we call the boys..again the slowest...haiz .... we rush the boys and we managed to get out of the house at 1130...that's a record..hehe...so, we're on our way to Kampar now and it took us about 2 hours to get to there...so far lor...haiz...after looking at Westlake, we went hunting for house..but we can't seems to get the right place..so we came back only make our decision...we had our breakfast + lunch at 4pm...nice leh...haiz...^.^ shhh...dun tell anyone about this or we'll be dead....then we leave for KL around 1730 and reach home around 2030...that's our trip... =P



Had a great weekend last week..thanks buddies...



Sorry..cant upload the videos here...got error

Hold Onto Air

We’ve bid farewall to our love that was too beautiful
No one could foresee how difficult loving each other everyday would be
Falling for you was too amazing, why play such a joke
The suffering and pain accompanies our photo together
Once happy, Once loved, Once hugged and kissed you
Once quarreled, Once angry, Now one by one, I recall it all
If your heart has not died, allow me to miss you.
I clearly know that I’m infatuated with you,
but pity there’s no way for us to get rid of departure Holding onto air
Saying goodbye is a hint that in reality, we must abandon our feelings
But I want you to know that the truth is I still care for you

Genting Highlands

Ooo...went to Genting Highlands today (13.02.2008) with Coffee and his friend, Madeline. We went about 11am and reach there around 1pm. After parking our car, we went hunting for lunch. Before that, we went to "open our eyes" at the Monte Carlo casino, the smallest casinos of all there. Quite smoky and smelly (the smokes smell) and many people too...saw a lot of games there but don't quite understand..guess gambling is not suitable for me..hehe
We went to Kenny Rogers coz other places the food quite ex. After lunch, we went for Baskin Robbins...hahaha...my favorite flavour, Citrus Twist Lime...niceeeeeeeeee
Then, we went visiting the second casino, the Hollywood Casino. Bigger than Monte Carlo but still smoky and smelly...less people too..hehe mostly old people. Then we went to the Theme Park for a look. Thought want to go in but see the ticket price, all of us stand back..hehehe...can't afford as we only have few hours. Then, we went back to First World to arch and also to bow. We went archering and guess what, I grew to like archering. Its so niceeeeeee......then we went bowling. 8 out of 10 balls went in the hole. Haiz....We almost went for shooting too but one of us don't want to so we all also don't want lor. So we decided to go for a drink. We went to Starbucks but they don't have what we want so we went searching for Coffee Bean. Hahaha...walked from First World Hotel to Highlands Hotel just for Coffee Bean. Sat at Coffee Bean for 2 hours. The wind start to turn cold around 5.30pm and I was like sitting under the air-cond blowing me....And I did not bring my jacket down leh...its in the car....arggggggggg
Then only we went to Gohtong Jaya for dinner at 7pm....Dinner only start at 8.30pm....Wahh..so many people leh...8 tables...siao lor....Ate steamboat and each person paid RM31.50 for the steamboat...walao..the hot and spicy soup is soooooooooo spicy.....Total I used around RM80 for the day including food....quite reasonable lor I think cause when go out with Elaine they all also almost the same lor....
Ooooo...I can't wait to go Genting again...so nice there......

Happy CNY

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!!!

Hehe...sorry so long din come...after exams den felt lazy so did not come and write....

The day before CNY I went for reunion dinner at Pantai Seafood near Damansara Utama. Had quite a number of dishes..including Shark Fin's soup, steam fish, prawns, and etc. (can't remember, hehe). After that, came back and guess what I do..went online and spend the new year online chatting..hehe...and I did not realized it's already new year until my friend wish me... :)...and I slept at 3am...early leh...hehe

That's day before new year...now it's new year day 1...
Woke up at 8am...I also don't know why I wake up so early...haiz..then after breakfast, relatives came...haiz...house also full liao...no space to sit and walk...haiz...i secretly wish that they faster leave...hehe...after they leave, we went for prayers. then, we went Sunway Pyramid. Had Carl's Jr for lunch...phew...that burger is really huge...eat till cannot fill anymore..haiz..walk at Pyramid till almost 6...guess what, we spent 4-5 hours at Pyramid...and I did not buy anything...i'm so good...hehe...as for dinner, we went to have vegetarian food at Nature's Vegetarian Restaurant near my house....but I'm still full from lunch...cham lor....how to fill in the stomach???? aiya..don't care...after that I spent the night online again..hehe...facebook..my companion since exam starts till now...

On the 2nd day, I woke up again at 8am...siao rite...wake up so early...den at 9.30 the lion dance group came...every year also got lion dance...so its the same old thing...then I went to my grandpa's house till dinner...long leh..hehe...nice
Later, the whole family including my grandpa and aunt went to 1U for dinner...guess where we went, Shogun, nice leh...damn a lot of people at 1U...all restaurants full house...after dinner, we all went back home and the kids played 'POP'...at each other...pity our legs..haiz...

On the 3rd day, I stayed at home the whole morning and afternoon...good leh...after sending off my sis and uncle ard 1pm, I watched tv the whole afternoon....then till dinner only went out with one of my mum's friend who came back from Australia....so nice of her to come back during this time....I have not seen her for very long....so happy to see her...hehe...we went Gardens for dinner at Fong Lye Taiwan Restaurant...lucky we went early...or we'll have to line up outside the restaurant for place...haiz...why still full house??? Then we shop at Gardens till 1000pm...that's when almost all the shops in Gardens are closed...they closed at 9.30pm...don't know why so early...

As for today, the 4th day, I only went out at 1pm to Sunway Pyramid (again)...just to help my bro to buy his school bag...haiz...dilly dally there till 3pm then we left for my aunt's house in Cheras for visiting. Then we went to my god-bro's house for dinner with his family. I had western food at a mountain's peak...where I can see the whole of KL..it's so nice with all the lights on during the night. But the food there is not so nice...next time if want to go there, we need to go to the other restaurant, as there are a lot of other restaurants there....really like the view there...nice if go there with someone special.... =)

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my maid almost burn down the house....my mum left the fish ball to cook in the kitchen but her frens came n telephone her at the same time. then she went out to talk with the friend lor...then the maid also follow go out...don't know why she want to follow go out. i thought she was in the kitchen, the i smelt something burning...but i did not realize that it was from the kitchen, i thought it was outside. then the smell got stronger and this time i asked my sis who is outside was there something burning, then she asked my mum, and my mum came running in the house. when i went out of the room to see what is wrong, the whole kitchen was full of smoke and the pot has became black. AND MY ROOM STINKS NOW. till now the house still got smell...wonder must wait how long for the smell to go away....damn her lar...don't know why she like to go outside....